To all of you:

I have been going through some very extreme stress. I have lost my family, and every dime I have!...I started from a guy that tought me the trade in Inglewood, Califonia in early 2002 late 2001. He said it was all very legal, and he had dealt with "M" before. I can not get into the exact heart of the cases from "M" because I have been forbidden from such.
However I am going to deal with you all on a real honest basis. I have nothing this day, and may

Anyways that is not my business, I am hopefull he will see his ways. I want to address the matter that some people have received letters from "M" stating to return the radios which they purchased. I will repond to them as I had no records however, they did retreive some from e-bay and paypal some people won radios but they never completed the auctions. I have no idea what to tell you about that. I would say that if anyone is out money such as a couple that were seized by "M" that I will repay you completely! I have nothing! I just need some time to get back on my feet, and even if I go to prison for many of years when I get out I will repay all of you that suffered any loss do to this fault of mine! I have not slept at night, and will not until I have repaid all of you that had you equipment taken by the authorities last February...I have not tryed to recover the property they took, and hope they donate it to anything. I am and was very sick over the incident therefore I hope I never see any of it again. "They were very nice gentlemen and ladies that served the warrant, and also very respectfull of my rights. I however hope that I need not see them again in the future. I am big enough to report where I need to go. And hopefully they use that in the future to summons me but I rather doubt that they will send me an invitation to appear for criminal actions but we will see.
However some people have filed fraud complaints do to their items being seized, and I have made excuses to get them their money. I can not even pay for food for my kids, which many know that I have 5-girls and 2-boys. What I am saying is that I thoought I was helping out some good guys both brothers, and sisters in law enforcement, and amature radio, and fellow veterans but that was not the case. I turned out to be a real "S-Head" from their view. I fully understand those, and will never sleep until I mend those bridges. I have been rendered helpless do to legal, and the expense I have incurred in this screwed up Idea that I was helping others out for hobby reasons.
Plainly go straight do not cut corners yes, you may get by, but then you may not also! I had to much to loose. I lost all your respect! You all talk to me like I was a peace of "S" That is understandable, but I was taken in and given the wrong advise. My real advise would be to do what your heart feels that you should I just do not want anyone to get in trouble.
I am a man, and I stand tall in front all of you to state my story, and you can reply to yourself because I will not repond to anything. I know all that have lost their equipment and after I am punished with criminal charges I will come back and provide an address to have you make a claim then I will start my journey to repay anyone that lost in a dealing from me.
I am closing this thread with the hopes that those who are my friends stay that way, and I will be forever grateful in mending my fences, and gaining your future respect once again. It takes alot for me to come out and say:
I AM SORRY FOR ANY PAIN AND ANGER I MAY CAUSED YOU ALL!
But I will make good on it. I have said enough to have my self seriously convicted if the goverment, and "M" feels inclined to do such. I have been informed that they will do just that. I go to bed every night wondering if I am going to get a knock at the door, and when I check the mail I wonder if I am going to get a warrant to surrender. It is shear hell out here wondering if my children are ever going to speak to me again for the losses I caused them. Time will tell what is in store for me.
I am sure that many will say great he is in jail but look at the whole picture it also could be one of you guys and/or girls that could be in their for the same thing. be happy for what you have in your life TODAY and do not jepordize that ever. take this from a man that has and is learning a valuble lesson. I am the same man that today does not have much but I will take off my shirt to give to someone that has not one! I will give the last of my food to another. That man has not changed and will not ever.
So if you are concerned then please look up my case when it happens, and feel free to write me as soon as I am housed in Federal Prison. I will not fight any further I am tired and lost more then any man could imagine. Look I am at a "Kinkos" writing this e-mail because I have nothing left. So take a lesson from me and learn not to get yourself in this position. It really is not worth it.
Signed A Man With No Friends And a Family that He Ruined. From a Credit score of 812 to a score of 480. No more real estate and no nothing i lost it all. Leason leared to you all. Don't try and figure a way out for a $1000-2000 radio for hobby. Just set at home, and look across the table at your family, and friends and that my friends is what is worth taking risk for. Not dreams and/or money.
Love your family I lost mine. Love your freedom I will lose mine.
This has been typed without grammar and spell check. I am serious please understand.
Closing Asking For Your Prayers And Thoughts!
God Bless You All!
Nick De Luca Signing Off "10-7"